Beacause i love you (part 2)

Your my friend when eyes wide open,but when turned away my love for you is oh so strong,its been so long & still you don't know how much i love you so, i wish you cared for me like i care for you,but in my heart i know that will never be true.

i love you so much & it kills me to think of you with another girl.You ask me why i act like i do,its because of you,but i say there nothing wrong.So i sit & listen to the song you love,smile & pretend everything is fine,& me myself & i,deny that we love you...

Scared alone & trapped,
berried in the dark,starting to go insane,this person will never leave a mark on peoples hearts.I am nobody,i am worthless & have no meaning in life,I'm not loved & never will be.
So i go into the kitchen door,
But my thought & bleed all over the floor,with my gift,with my way out,
with my special silver knife.

I love you,i would do anything for you.
I would cut my wrists & bed to you
to show you how much i love you.
I care for you,i miss you, i wish for you.
But if only you knew, but Ive never told you.

To know the guy you love is with another girl,sharing his heart & his soul
to someone other than you,makes life so depressing,when hes still so far away so nothing you can do, i still wish i you could be with you.

Could it ever happen?? will it ever be?? face to face,
with i ever see you??will you ever see me??my feeling so strong yet nothing o can do about it, maybe i just have to face it, that life is set,we will never meet.

Tonight i will cry myself asleep,
now that i have hurt you,& cut myself so deep

[[[The Time I Love Reality Is When I'm With You,]]]
[[[Because You Are Better Than A Dream]]]

i don't feel loved. I go through each day & I don't think anybody loves me. &I know it's pathetic but it's the way I feel &I'm too young to feel this way.

I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you, even though this is the best I can be. I'm sorry I have problems. I'm not perfect, but please don't hate me.

I'm sorry I gave you my love. I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart & ripped it to pieces. Did it hurt you, too? I'm sorry I can't give you perfection, cause I'm far from it. I'm sorry you broke my heart..The sharp pieces must have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about you so much when you forgot all about me..I guess you were too busy caring about someone else. I'm sorry for putting you through everything & it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you had to meet me & suffer through my unwanted love..I'm really very sorry.