Can They See Me?

I may look happy on the outside,
but I'm ripped apart on the inside,
its all just an act.
can they see me?
or do they just want to let me be,
be alone like i always wanted,
well what i thought i wanted,
my friends want to help,
but instead i shut them out.
I'm going crazy all by myself,
maybe i do need help,
but how can they help
if they don't even hear
my loudest screams.
©Amber Gomez