Jealousy

I'm jealous of her,
but I shouldn't be.
I know you love the both of us.
but I also know you with me,
and not with her.
I just cant help the way I feel,
especially when she leaves you comments,
on how she misses you.
I'm sorry boo,
for feeling this way.
I'm just scared of loosing you,
to someone I cant compete with.
she's so beautiful,
and seems so down to earth.
I'm horrible looking and,
insecure bout myself.
I should worry.
I shouldn't care.
I know you wont do me wrong.
so I'm gonna calm down.
and take a breath,
sit back,
and I will try not to be jealous anymore.
please forgive me baby!
©Amber Gomez