This feeling inside is hard to get rid of.... The pain and hunger that grows with in me.... You left with my heart leaving me lonely.... Wishing for you to return.... I know you two have a child together.... Still it hurts me inside.... I cant seem to sleep.... Cant seem to think clear.... I always end up thinking of you.... The times we had together causes me to brake down.... The thought of your arms around me causes my tears to flow freely.... Hoping you'll come back to me.... Only makes me hold on to the thought of you.... I have feelings of anger and hurt at the same time.... Hating you but loving you all in one.... I waited for your call for two days and got the call I never hoped for.... Life brings things you don't want some times.... Last night I laid there and looked back at all the fun we had together and I cried.... I know if you was to ever come back to me I'd take you back.... Theres no hiding that.... I wish I could say I had no feelings for you but thats some thing I just can't do.... I try not to cry.... Not to go insane.... The way you left was wrong.... You could of told me you two would get back together one day for your child.... You told me she was a crazy person.... That you would never get back with her.... Now look at you two.... You said you wish you would of met me before you met her.... Then there would of never been a you and her.... Right now I'm not sure what to think of you.... I know your doing this for your little boy.... Still it hurts so badly.... I still care for you and will always.... I miss you so much just cant tell you....
