How am I suppose to
Just live this fake life
All the smiles all the lies
It wasn't real, she wasn't real
She was hurting and Killing on the inside
Slowly trying to not be shy
All the memories she had
went away that night
when she fainted after that long fight
The bruises show it all
She was a monster and didn't know why
She'd cut down into the flesh
and let the blood slowly gush
But why is she so miserable
Try to understand, I didn't do this to myself, you did
You let me down, and drove me to depression, it wont ever go away
no it wont ever fade
I'm scared for life
As I sit in this dark corner
Analyzing a piece of string
I wonder how it stays so strong
Until someone comes along and cuts it.
Piece by Piece if falls to the ground
with no one to help it get back together, it was so alone, yet so worthless that nothing mattered.
It was just like her, she didn't care anymore
She just gave up. Let everyone get her down, to a point where she was diseased. She wants to move on
and learn to be faithful again
but that wont ever happen, for she is
and always will be, scared for life.
I'm living a lie, a nightmare
the lightening strikes and i fall to the ground. Pronounced dead at 11:59 pm July 3,2006...
