I thought you loved me

I thought you said you loved me!!!*cry* but you lied, thing are all fuked up with all this sh[i]t you say to me.. when ever you say i love you do you really mean it? nope. and ... all i want to do is fall in your arms but what do you do ? keep them crossed at your chest and let me fall...hard on the cold ground. you don\'t even bother to help me up you just stare and walk away without a care