Goodbye

Yet another person has left me
just as they got to know me
learn my pain and begin to help
something happens and I'm alone

just once it'll be nice
if things just went right
i could learn to smile even laugh
and not have to pretend it

id be able to have fun
just relax and be me
but i keep getting hurt
and i cant help but think its me

maybe i do this to myself
and their is a fair chance i do
but how do i stop it
id really like to know

i wish she didn't have to go
she was my close friend
she knew me and i knew her
together we were helping each other

if i feel like Ive failed her
letting her go
i know she'll be unhappy
that place she hates with a passion

if he beats her ill never live it down
ill beat myself up and cry
because i could have stopped this
she could still be here

but i ask who ever is listening
stand by me and help me
i need a shoulder to cry on
i need somebody to lean on

I'm going to miss her
didn't know how much i needed her
till she was about to go
and it was to late

i hope you she comes back soon
and i hope shes OK
my the angles guide her to safety
and keep her in there presence