Dis is for a lost brother of mine.. who turned into such a devil.. a frnd hu later turned into a brother.. i hate you..!~
~I closed my eyes..
tried to relieve the pain..
opened them only to see...
you were gone...i was lost again..
But this time you left forever..
i guess i didn't leave a mark on your heart..
because you never really cared did you...
even if i'd fallen apart...
I kept waiting for you..
wondering if you still ever thought of me...
but i didn't realize what was in your heart...
you never saw the dreams that i see...
Dreams turned to nightmares...
you still didn't come back..
to wake me up from the darkness...
so i pretty much lost track..
As the nightmares fade away..
i don't look up to see you there..
wait till your nightmares arrive...
see if anyone will even care....
Because i was the only one who knew you..
the soft part inside your shell...
you changed both our lives didn't you...
but you made mine an absolute hell...
Where did you go? i ask you..
what took you far far away..
I'm moving further ahead now..
as if you even wanted me to stay...
