I dunno

I can sit here as if everythings okay
But in the end I know its not
I think about a past that I thought I was over with that I let go
but when I threw away what was left of me and you
A couple of weeks went by
you were still in the back of my mind
Theres still so much I wish to say to you so I took advice
I sat there writing out everything
that I left unsaid on a peice of paper but I couldnt even let the words come out
Apart of me was stopping me from doing it, stopping me from going down a road I had already went down so many times
I dont know what to do with these feelings I have left for you
There is so much that has changed
Im with someone else now
Who I love and who is 100% what I need but even tho Im happy, your still in my heart and I wish you werent because it would make my life easier to handle