In my state of despair;
I lived in complete darkness;
Ignorance and confusion accompanied me;
I pronounced my heart dead
For I buried it yesterday..
I choose to dwell in negativity;
and live in complete denial;
Have I sold my self trust ?
Or has the devil taken my soul?
i dreamt of
Faces with cynical smiles;
Infesting my tired mind;
I see more foes than friends;
I am in fear, I am tired
I sensed poisonous rumours and
bad gossips against me;
God please help me,
Give me strength , give me wisdom;
Guide me to the way of wisdom...
For i do not know how to live till tomorrow...