Mistake

I told myself i couldnt
it was for the best
i told myself i woudnt
it would leave me depressed

and here i stand before you
saying how stupid i am
i dont know if i'll get through
cuz im in love with you sam

but obviously you dont care
you never really have
it sends me to despair
you just simply laugh

you think this is a game
taking my heart and breaking it
but it will never be the same
its my fault i have to admit

one day you want to be with me
the next you drive right by
on this you have to agree
you have surely made me cry

so loving you was a big mistake
and i really wonder why
it wasnt a risk i had to take
please just leave me to die