A World Thats Never Been Seen

Growing up with a family thats the portrait of imperfection..
Of anger..
Of rage.
Causes you to go alittle crazy..
Alittle insane.
Dreaming Of a world that has never been seen.
As I turn the music louder,
Letting out my scerams.
Wishing these weren't just dreams.
I may be a little desperate,
A little easy,
But the truth is..
I dream of a love thats never been seen.
Searching for that one that will make me whole.
Wishing he could step up to my door.
People always ask why I do this.
Why I put myself through this pain.
The truth is..
I'm searching for a world thats never been seen.
Hiding behind this smile,
Hiding behind this life.
I sit awake at night wondering is this the path I'm to follow,
Or is it the tunnel that has no light.
Music is my drug,
I turn is up louder, to let out all my screams.
And finally realising I've just been living in a drea,.
This life isn't real,
It was just yet another nightmare that felt so surreal.