Drifting friends

I look back on the year and cant remember why
Why I used to love you, why you made me cry
I just dont understand why you were my friend
I dont even understand how it all came to an end
You made me smile when I wanted to die
You gave me hugs just so I wouldnt cry
Always there, to help me along
Fix my mistakes and to right my wrongs
You were like an angel hovering above
But you were my friend, incapable of love
Youve had many girlfriends this is true
You couldnt see me then one really wanting you
I was always there through this all
Hiding all my feelings, trying to stand tall
We were so close then something changed
Both our lives got rearranged
From then on weve been drifting apart
Holding hands in each others hearts
Youll never know how Ive always felt
For when I look at you I will always melt
I only have memories of you and me
And what will really never be
Even though you felt differently
You will always be the one for me
If only you could hear the song that I wrote
Hear the words coming out of my throat
Then you would know how I will always feel
Maybe then this love could be real
But as for now well be drifting friends
Hoping that this too will not come to an end