PILL

Here i am waiting
patiently for you
for you to tell me what to do
I\\\'m going crazy, losing my mind
and as you whisper it only takes time
i feel like I\\\'m lost no one can see
the person inside, inside of me
I\\\'m so lonely, so depressed, so sad
sometimes i even get angry or mad
I\\\'m invisible to me,
for this i plee
to make the hardest decision,
the decision to be
as i sit here thinking why am i here?
the one thing in my mind, the thing i fear
why do i think this way, am i sick or am i ill
stop telling me to take a pill after pill
I\\\'ve been on this road for far to long
i wish someone could tell me what i am thinking is wrong
for this i write for no one to see
I\\\'m sobbing my heart out .. it\\\'s hurting me
i sit here thinking should i take this pill
so it will make me happy and not ever ill?
should i take this pill and be on my way?
i guess all never know if happiness is on its way.....

this poem.. is about my depression.. me talking to my self to take my anti. depressants...