No regret

It's a lie there's always a hope,
stop me dreaming I'm not doped,
he made me believe it's all over,
until I'm not dead oh my it's never.

A bad childhood made me think this strange,
my father who raped me I should take my revenge,
A cruel neighborhood that never ever been good to me,
hanging them all would be the greatest ever be.

Lying here I'm bloody wet,
slicing his throat I felt no regret,
I only felt full satisfaction,
it feels like my long desired erection.

Picking him piece by piece,
never also thought it ends like this...