Looking Back

Walking down this street
isn't as easy as it use to be
I look both ways
and can't recognize what I see

I walk up to that door
the one that was always in the way
I don't know if I can do it
I try to knock as if to play

I knock, the person opens the door
this isn't who I wanted to see
I ask for him and there he is
The one who wouldn't let me be me

He tells the other person to LEAVE!!
I begin to worry, what to do
I look into his eyes
I wonder if he is true

He grabs me and throws me down
I can't hear my heart beat
I can't see anything
Except him looking down at me