Your write was so touching (and not just becuz i can relate). The depths of your feelings are sometimes ignored until they can longer be. However you have captured perfectly that just becuz we have a certain feeling we do not always have to act upon it, especially if it is a road travelled before.
Sad yet inspiring all at the same time!

Carlee, I know what this is about, YAY ME! Me and me alone, right? lol!! Well anypoo, I can't say that I know whats going to happen. But let time help you...it did for me...gosh. I know it hurts. It hurts so MUCH...I always thought you were strong for leaving it in the first place, something I could never do. But I love you, Car...and I'll be here for you no matter what!