You trusted me
I trusted you
I got drunk
U got mad
I told u something
I thought was true
You took it hard
and tried to end Ur life.
I Didn't mean to hurt you
I know you think I tried
You can blame me all you want
But that decision was yours,
U cant really believe
That it was me.
Now I'm sitting here being blamed
I hope u no I do care
And its not easy watching this happen
..having everyone tell me its my fault.
I know its not my fault tho..
Because no one can control your mind.
Its was you who took the pills
And decided to end your life.
Your friends are scared
And had to find the one to blame..
They talk of killing me if u don't live
But sometimes I wonder..
Wouldn't that be better if they did..
Then having to live with that feeling of guilt..
Everyone telling you you're the reason for her death?
Even if you don't really belive believe
It still sinks in.
The words repeating in my head.."you're the reason shes dead"
