The way it is

As i walk to the mirror i see a monster with nothing but so much pain inside.

You call me crazy i just say your not seeing clear but you cant see what i see in the mirror .

Can you feel this pain i have to carry it drives me insane wanting to see what you see.

So i just run in the bathroom and lock the door and get out my lucky charm its shiny and silver and it puts me in my world of self harm.

It makes me whole it makes my world spin around and round it may take a few but after a while ill drown in my blood.

No this isn't some new craze or just a hype its neither fun or games.Everyday it stays the same

Theres no glory theres no fame i dont get an award no one has herd my twisted story.

Its just a game of life or death its not fun glamorous theres no redos you don't become famous.

only god can wash away all the hurt and pain you say my way of thinking it sick and twisted i find the way you open your mouth odd.

Just remember I'm gods child too and maybe you need to close your mouth and open your eyes and stop being a fool.