Livin\' life in pain this isn\'t my idea of bein\' a kid!!
How do I deserve this, was it somethin\' I did??
Sleepless nights spent stayin\' up cryin
I can\'t belive you had the audacity to think I was lyin\'
OS\'s are awesome at turning an excited hopeful smile into a frown
Everytime I see you, you try so hard but let me down
And for my PT\'s you triend you best and I had fun
I\'m sure I\'ll be back though, I\'ll probably never get done
I feel so bad for complaining \'cause there are kids out there who have it way worse
Before the age of 25 so many kids will already be in a hurse
It seems like most people don\'t know what it\'s like to be me
But that\'s okay, everyone deserves to live life pain free.
----this is a poem i wrote when i was in quite a depression. i have severe joint problems, have had many many surgeries, on top of it all i have rheumatoid arthritis. but, im making it through now, its hard, very hard i wont lie. but please, im not looking for your pitty.
