My tradgity untold

If u loved me then why did u go?

our fantasy was left untold as my sanity folds

it seemed so right with u by my side

holding so tight...

never wanting to say goodnight

but then things grew cold

and u left me like i was told

but ur happier now

and I'm glad

but at the same time it makes me sad

i feel a emptiness in me once again

that u filled temporarily with a ray of light

now i am left for the shadows

that darkness compresses me still

now that that light is gone

i am forever lost

i want to die tonight to end my suffering

but i hold another's heart as they do mine yet

but they are not hear

as i fade toward sunrise

just like a phantom in the night

maybe one day ill love my self as i do others

for they have a serenity that i wish to be

i want to be whole

i feel that i am worthless to everyone around me

but they don't see it that way

i miss the world that i had

the world that is shattered and torn by death

i fell like i will fail miserably

and become a disgrace to my family

i want to go far..

but i am clueless as to where to turn

as my reality fades from my view

i am in prisoned by my own nightmares unglued

and it seems to want my soul

i want to give in but something fights

as i struggle for what is wrong and right in my head of clouded demise

my right hand is full of light

maybe i can live after all

for it was only the darkness talking