Frustration

What do I do,
Now I've reached the edge,
Hell is looking at me,
Try to attract me

And no hand will I hold,
But your hand,
And you are not there

Let me die in your arms,
It's so dark there,
Let me lay down beside u,
So dark I tingle with sudden fear

No arms do I need but your arms,
And you are not there,
What do I do with a life that tells,
The end of the world in a darkened mist

Why didn't they care for me,
They never did see my inside,
My heart cries,
My body is sore

Paralyzing me to the innermost core,
The anger inside me can take no more,
The frustration,
The misery,
The pain,
Driving me crazy,
Turning me insane

And finally I accept the things,
The way the are,
Trying to live,
Trying to bear,
Until death.