I can`t stand your departure

Its hard to see u go,
Its harder to see u know,
I cant stay here and do nothin,
But… can i really do something ?
I rather kill myself instead of suffering more and more,
Each day i found myself more and more,
Sad about your sudden go

Without a word,
without a kiss,
without a simple goodbye,
u didn`t think you would miss,
u made a mess,
deep in my soul,
you condamne me moreover,
and thus made my doom forever

It`s hard to think about it,
It make myself think about this,
I miss the smile u use to make,
the way your lips brings sunshine through the rain

your departure is getting me crazier,
each day i`m getting in so deeper,
I can`t think about someone else,
coz you`re my sources of inspiration,
how can I live without,
without u in my dreadful life

I can`t hold on to this life of shame,
I can`t suffer coz it will never be the same again,
how could u leave me in such a moment,
moment i needed u the most,
oh darling I miss u so much,
I`m sorry about what I told u earlier,
I`ve got to go now,
Time for me to die.