Im so afraid

Im so afraid

Im so afraid baby
I said I would harden my heart
I said you were all the same
But is it possible
That you are different to him and all the rest
You say you want to get to me before anything happens
But then you dont call when you say you will
You never txt to just say hi, how are you
Is it just me overacting?
If you did call would I let you in?
If you txt me would I reply with an open heart?
Im sorry baby but I dont think I could
I could not stand to have my heart torn apart again
I have a wall that cant be taken down
Im to scared to let you in
Im scared we will both be hurt
I crave love and affection
So is that why I like you
Because your willing to give it to me
Do I really believe that?
Im so afraid baby
I want nothing more in the world
Than to be in your arms
Its seems like it could be safe place
If I did let you in what would you do?
Are you like the rest?
I have no answers to my questions
And im afraid to ask
But I think what im most afraid of baby
Is that you arent like the rest
That you would give me every thing I need
That you would not tear my heart apart
But that I would destroy yours

Plz comment i would really appriciate all of your praise or criticism not just on this one but all my poems thank you!!