No other option....

Every waking moment of my life is pain
and for some reason i don't know why
maybe i'm to blaim
i'd rather not die
but it seems there no other option to choose
if i live any longer in this life
i'm bound to lose
so what should i do? should i use that knife?
it is all so confusing
but it hurts me so much
and to other people its amusing
to see me hurt just by the feeling of your touch......
now i'm left with this one option
to take my life
i will begin a task of mass destruction
i pick up that knife
stroke by stroke i pierce my skin
blood comes rushing out
i did what i did so now u win......