My life seems so empty without you by my side. I miss seeing you come around, usually at the worst times. I miss the way you grabbed my hand and said I love you. I miss the way you would look at me and be able to read my mood, but most of all I just miss seeing you...
I look at you lying there, lifeless and alone...I wish you would open your eyes and show me that smile. I'm sorry for everything I have done. I'm sorry for pushing you away when all I really wanted to do was pull you to me and beg you to never let me go...
I gave up everything for you only to get my heart shattered over and over again. Now you lie here dying and I can barely make myself shed a tear. I touch your hand and hope for you to grip it back, but it's limp...I'm giving you my everything here and now...
Wake up and look at me. I'm dying inside without you here. I can't sleep knowing you're here without me. I think about everything we've been through and I can't believe I tried to run from you. All I ever wanted to do was feel happiness...and now I see you were the only one that ever gave it to me...
I don't want to leave your side, but things are holding me at bay, and I can't stand here and watch you be so helpless. You were always the strong one, you were always the one that picked me up and now I am here and I can't help...I feel so useless...
Do you even hear me? Can you feel me touching your face? Can you hear me say I love you? Please don't give up on me, I need you here and now. I've never admitted this before, but I know I can't live without you.
I can't stand this anymore. Please wake up, I'll do anything. I'm yours from now until forever just don't let go. Wake up and remember me...hear my words now...I love you and that will never change...
