The indifferently cruel usually do not/will not, help....
I recommend you ask someone else...like....your Guardian Angel, maybe..........Good poem...appreciate the depth of sincerity..

" My weakness may be pathetic but your indifference is cruel " .... amazing....shock me to the core, everytime i read it i got chills....very well done.... 5/5

This is such a sad plea, such a heartfelt emotional write-and you are not pathetic are weak-just very sensitive and emotional.I like the way you repeat the 3rd and 4th stanza, it brings emotional impact to the piece.But you are stronger than you give yourself credit for, and I know from personal experience things I thought devestating were later not as bad, just remember and believe(as I learned), this too shall pass.Best wishes.

Gary J