I wish I may 2 years later

"I wish I may
I wish I might
have this wish I wish this night"

I wish I was with you where I belong
my life without you seems so wrong
I wish you could see
your the only one for me

I wish you could love me for me
and not tell me how to be
I wish you'd tell me all your secrets so I know whats going wrong in your life

I wish you'd be here for me
so I can tell you my fears
but I set you free
I wish you'd say you'll always be mine
and you miss me so much and you loved me the whole time

I wish you knew how I feel
and How my love for you is so very real
I wish I didn't just have to wish about you
and I wish us not being together was a lie and isn't true

-----above is the poem I wrote before this was my response almost 2 years later-----

"I wish I may
I wish I might
have this wish I wish this night"

I no longer wish I was with you where I once thought I belonged,
my life without you once seemed wrong
now that I have him I finally see
that there was never meant a you & me

You don't get it do you, you still think I'm in love
but that love with you was sent from hell and this one is from heaven above
You kisses were mere gifts of the way we use to feel
but for some reason when I kiss him it seems more real

he loves me without a reason and better yet without a care
and I know that if I needed him for me he would be there
hes someone that I can count on someone that I love so much
and yes I know were young, but know its not a crush

hes everything to me, everything and more
and for him loves worth fighting for
you don't seem to get it do you
hes more to me than meets the eye
its for him myself Id give just so he wouldn't die

hes heaven sent yeah and maybe hes not to bright
but all the little imperfections are what make him feel right
yeah hes not perfect nor do i want him to be
all I want from him forever is to be there and love me