Im sorry about
The things i had said
you dont know how bad it hurts me
and how i would much rather be dead
I dont cry
but i do hide
and keep all of it
locked on the inside
i do talk
but not to you
or anyone else
but to myself, i do
I wont say
that you are to blame
but i do it
to keep me sane
i wish i could
really try to explain
but its not like before
nothin will ever be the same.
Im afraid
Im gonna end up like before
but im gonna crawl back in my hole
and behind me close the door.
Im gonna stay locked up
away from the drugs and blade
cuz i dont wanna ever again
see that red shade.
I really want to
and its a choice i for me to choose
but im trying not to
cuz im doing it for you
By the way things are going
it will be hard to make
and before i know it
it will be far to late.
So dont push me away
and dont leave me alone
cuz by the time you wanna try again
i\'ll be to far gone
So please tell me
that you\'ll be there for me
so i wont have to suffer
for the rest of eternity!
