I walked home alone
thinking you were just sick
watching time go by
tick...tick....tick
after about an hour
i thought different about you
i went to go to sleep
then i got the news
you were feeling down
you were very depressed
your dad hit you
and you mom was so stressed
as i got into bed half asleep
i heard the phone ring
i ran to pick it up
then the tears made my eyes sting
your mom had been crying
and i didn't know what to say
she told me the worst news
"Paula passed away today
i found her when i got home
hanging from a rope
i thought since her father left she was okay
i always thought she had hope"
the tears started flowing out
i couldn't keep them in
i knew something was wrong
when you would let me in
"no go back home I'm busy"
you had said to me
i thought nothing of it
"oh ok then I'll leave"
now i don't know why
i had gone home
i should have never left
or at least called you on the phone
after your mom left
i went up stairs to cry
i didn't know what to do
i just wanted to die
"best friends forever"
thats what we'd say
but now i don't know
you killed yourself today
tears are still streaming
i cant make them go
and with this said
i want you to know
i love you girl
and i always have
I'm screaming at the sky
hoping god can hear me
"YOU LET ANOTHER FRIEND DIE!!!"
i wont let you go
why'd you kill yourself why'd you die
i miss you now and always will
you died today but.....why?
