I'm so sick

I'm so sick of the way you treat me,
And then act as if we are OK,
I don't want to hear your excuses,
I just want you to go away.

Can't you see that it's over?
The love we once endeared is gone,
You paralyzed the soul inside of me,
And I think It's time we moved on.

For once I want to be exultant,
With a man I know I can trust,
I don't want him to be unfaithful,
I desire something other than lust.

I'm sorry this didn't prosper,
Exactly the way as planned,
I hope one day you'll forgive me,
And sincerely understand.