Empty Reflexion

Who's this girl...?

She's the girl that's forgotten.
she's the girl that feels
EMPTY.
PUTRID.
FILTHY.
SICK.
ABANDONED.
She's trapped in her own skin.
She's the one that wonders what people really see in her.
She wonders if they even care.
Or maybe, they see right through her heartless chest, straight on towards something better.
There's always something better than her.
She's constantly dragged beneath her empty smile, forced to bite back the tears.
No one wants to deal with her problems.
They have better things to do.
She's the girl who let's the tears fall silently, so nobody sees.
She's the girl that's deathly afraid of being afraid.
She's...
LOST.
BETRAYED.
BROKEN.
UNWANTED.
She's the girl that's made worthless.
She lets people mold her, and make her into whatever they want.
She's the girl that feels naked inside, with nothing to hold onto.
She's the girl that can dry everyone else's tears but her own.
She's the girl that longs to be wanted...
by ANYONE.
She's jelouse of the world around her...lovers walking hand in hand, giggling couples gazing into each others eyes, feeling glad they've found someone to live for.
This girl has never known that feeling.
This girl hides inside her fake smile and feels her heart cry...
or what's LEFT of it anyway.
This girl is...
HOPELESS.
NOTHING.
GONE...
This girl wishes she could be the girl she USED to know.
The mirror reveals her stained secrets.
Who is this girl...??

This girl is ME.