My heart is yours

So, you called me today and I got the news
You're going to jail and I'm really confused
Your probation officer has found some clues
Because of your drugs, now you is who I will lose

We have been through alot but still kept our heads high
You took care of me when drugs took over my life
You always held me up and made me fly
Your love for me, was never a lie

You are like my brother and You are who will always keep me together
But, why is it that now my world is in a clutter
Once you leave I don't know if I will make it on my own
You are the one that screamed and yelled when you found out i was a cutter

I will love you until I can't love you anymore
Our love through the years has only grown stronger
I don't just see you as a protector and a brother
But, more like you could be my lover

We started out friends, and became closer then ever
But, now I see us as more then the typical ' brother and sister'
No matter what people say, you are so bright and clever
You took my hand and pulled me out of the bad weather

You are my heart that is certainly not a lie
I will cry and cry until the day that i die
What am I gonna do when you are gone
Maybe, suicide will soon arise

Without you here I am living for nothing
My heart and soul will be empty i will most definitely lose my pride
But, before you go let me tell you something
I will wait for you until forever