I am me..

I never thought this would be me, yet here I am...
A girl who feels alone
In a room full of people,
A teenager who wear only black
and does not feel equal.
A cutter who needs to feel numb
to take her pain away,
A dreamer who ignores reality,
waiting for a better day.
A friend who will listen to your problems
but will not share her own,
A daughter who fights with her mother,
making her feel more alone.
A lover of music,
guitar and open space,
and hater of silence,
life and my own place.
I am me
A teenage girl,
wearing black, trying to take my pain away.
A fired who dreams of a different reality,
a daughter afraid she'll have to stay.
I am a lover, a hater, a dreamer, a cutter. A friend, a daughter and a teenage girl.
Yet, I am me..