People ask me what is right
And how can I be this uptight
With no commitment or regret
I tell them life is at the end
With no reason to believe
That life is worth a tiny bit
With no reason or respect
I tell people life is hell
A thought of that destroys their dreams
And they see the way i see
Until today i never knew
How right my thoughts have been
Explanations of my views
Scared everyone i knew
My friends tell me i am a freak
They haven't seen what i have seen
Your friends die right in front of you
Every skill I got, couldn't help the ones I loved
All you can do is pray,
You hope that you one day
Will see your family again
Where will i go back to though
I got no family, no home
My girlfriend scares me time to time
She understands my pain
Although she doesn't like the way i feel.
I love the girl but i don't know
If i can take it, the pain the gore
I thought this love will make me feel
The way i want to feel
The cross in front of me is weird
I don't know the path to keep
One way I go, I loose my girl
The other loose myself and my goal
Another way is unknown to me
If I look at it, it makes me want to flee
I ask myself what to do
It would be helpful if I knew.
