This is for you Granny, I know I haven\'t been around alot, I\'m really truly SORRY for what i did to my mother, I didn\'t intend to make her worry, I just really needed time to clear my head. Even though I expected it to happen Granny, it hurt like hell, I didn\'t know what to do. I had so much hurt and pain inside, I found it hard to breathe. I would of done anything to take your place and gone to heaven and waited for you but no instead you went up to wait for me and my mother it won\'t be long before we see you again. I know your always there for me to help me through the days, to pick up the pieces I left behind when I was pulling myself together. I hope you and Vicci and now Bob are together as one waiting for us, don\'t worry about mum I know she will be fine I promise I will look after her for you because I love her with all my heart, I would never let any harm come to her, I\'m really sorry for what I put her through when you went up to God, I just couldn\'t deal with it all at once, Vicci then you it was all to much for me to handle at once, I am 100% truly sorry,although she doesn\'t know it but my mother is always number 1 in my life, she always comes first and I will help her through all her grief and pain that she is feeling at the moment and make sure she stays save because I really don\'t know what i would do without her, I would proberally have to join her, I promise Granny I will do all in my power to help her with the pain and make her save, I AM REALLY SORRY TRULY I AM.
Thank you Granny meta for listening to me I apprieate it Thanks.
The main thing I wanted to say was
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! many happy returns
I LOVE YOU!!!
I MISS YOU!!!
LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Katie x-x-x-x
