Talk neither explain

Too many bruises and bloodstains.
Get drunk from champagne.
So hurt can't explain.
Being so faraway i'm withdrawn.
Seeing sunshine to dawn,
I'm always here and never gone.
Sit down and play guitar.
So sad to stay in a bar.
Feels stuck in a closed jar.
Can't see through the fog.
Heart so hard like a wooden log.
Write my pain in my blog.
Can't talk neither explain,
Scars fall down like rain.
Come back to erase pain.
I'm not going to stand around.
Without a smile just a frown.
I'm sick of being hit.
Why won't you just admit.
You love me like I love you.