Doubts

by NashvilleBlues   Jul 6, 2006


I grew up in a Christian home,
The Lord's will,
I used to know.
Now i am lost,
I fear I'll never be found,
Someone, please help me,
It's too late,
I'm already hell-bound.
But how do I know,
that hell's even a place,
or that there's
really a heaven,
beyond clouds,
beyond space?
All those nights,
I stayed up and prayed.
Prayed that he wouldn't do it,
and that he'd be okay.
But the next day,
I come to find out,
He's gone,
He's done it,
So I begin to doubt.
Is God even there?
Hello????
God are you there???
Hello?!?
No one's answering,
If He's truly there,
wouldn't he have
heard me calling?
Where was God,
When I needed Him most?
Where was He,
the night I over-dosed?
Tell me, if God is truly
the creator,
the maker,
Then why
does He leave room
for all of this aching?
I have a friend,
who i desperately want to help,
He needs God in his life,
but how can I help him,
when I can't help myself?
I don't know who God is,
or what it truly means,
to be saved,
and from all of your sins
be set free.
God if you're there,
please show me somehow,
Because I can't
hold on much longer,
And I think I'm far beyond help.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Kara

    Your not hell bound because god sent me
    to make sure that you would see
    he is with you everywhere
    you just don't look to see him there
    We hurt because we choose to
    Even though he'll be there through and through
    He gave us the choice because he loves us
    so why is there such a fus
    there is a God and he is answering you now
    who else would know how
    saved u are because of his blood
    that washes away all of the mud
    all the pain that you feel inside
    from his love it can not hide
    To find him look in the places love would dwell
    instead of focussing on hell
    He hears you calling
    And he catches you when your falling
    You just have to listen closely
    And he will do the yest mostly

  • 18 years ago

    by Krissey

    Hey there! I too am Christian and can understand your feelings in this poem...God sometimes makes things happen in our life just to see how we react to them..you have to think positive...it also says in the bible "As a man thinketh in his heart, so he is"...meaning you should think positive and will get positive results...you should think highly and trust in your God and believe in him and then maybe he'll see that your faith is for real and not questionable anymore...how can a God help someone when that someone who needs help is doubtful of him...believe hun God will never give you anything you can't handle and he'll never leave or forsake you

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