by Midnight suicide Jul 6, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
Memories of the past keep appearing in my head. It makes me wish i was dead. I remember everything, right up to our breaking.I can remember all of it every little bit. The first time i saw you, the first time we talked, the smile on your face, Our first hug, our first kiss, our first fight, out first date, all the times u came to my house, the movies, the ride home, our special game. I remember it all. It's driving me insane, I don't know why I keep remembering, it's not like there is anything I'm going to gain. Theres no more us, just the memories of love thats all thats left. I wish i could rip my heart right out of my chest. Without a heart i cannot love. Without a heart i cannot live or love. |