I'm Afraid

I'm afraid of feeling anything for you
and I'm afraid I can't be that strong
pretending I don't love you
when we both know that's wrong

I don't want you to bring tears to my eyes
and I'm afraid of falling to fast
for another broken memory
of a love that didn't last

I never meant to hurt our friendship
I just want things to be ok
but you just don't get it
and I don't know what to say

I told you how it feels like you don't care
and you asked me what I wanted you to do
but the truth is I don't know either
I just know our love is true

we've been through so much together
and I can't stand seeing her holding your hand
she's exactly where I should be
but you can't seem to understand

I care about you so much
and I've always felt that way
but before her it wasn't different
now you're with her everyday