Everyone looks at me but never really sees the pain and fear i hide inside.
they treat me like a little kid when in deed i have been through things they have only seen in movies.
they don\'t know i cry my self to sleep. or how i blame myself for all that has happened. to them i am just an emotional kid...
but i reality i am just a kid who has been through much in the short time i have walked this earth...
to the world i am just a kid but, i am more than that i am hurt and confused... lost in a world that no one understands....
when will they see the pain in my eye... or the tears down my face....
will it take the bright red blood running down my wrists for someone to notice i am hurt or will some one see.....
this poem is dedicated to Kaylee.... i love you little sis.....
