Please kill me slow

I'm slipping away from life
pushing down on a knife
i cant take this anymore
I'm not the girl i was before
my life means nothing now
i know this somehow
I'm expecting the kiss from death
to take away my last breath
I'm falling so fast
nothing seems to last
forget me now for i am gone
Ive been confussed for to long
but i know what to do
now that I'm slipping away from you
its time to let go
please kill me slow
i want the pain
to drive me insane
cut my wrists
and cover my lips
so no one can hear
for i have no fear
my heart is broke
i Begin to choke
this is what i wanted
for he will be haunted
my spirit will remain
and drive his sorry ass insane