You Meant so much to me! (Poem/Love Letter)

From the smile on your face. To the beautiful stare in your eyes meant, so much to me. From me planning out my future with you to me wishing, praying and hopping that I will be able to meet your parents, and take you out; some where very special. Where I had you thinking and saying that I want to make love to this special man. You had my heart wrapped around your figures, and my love strapped on your wrist like hand cuffs. But, you left my heart in pain, my mind went blank cause you left so early. You left my love for something that I can explain called likeness you left me, my heart, and my love I pain for a month or maybe longer. There were times I wish I really wanted to. But, my heart, and my love! Told me no. I wanted to so bad but, I thought about it twice. I thought how bad it will hurt your heart, your feelings, and the love you had 4 me. You always kept a smile on my heart, my face, you showed me more respect than any female I have been ever been with. But, what really made me not want to cheat on you was the promise I made to you. When I said I will do nothing to hurt you, harm you or break your heart for something so stupid. But, I know if I cheated on you. That it will put you and your heart in so much pain. Cause you really thought you could trust me. And I always wanted you to trust me.