I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain
All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed
After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now
These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams
Thinking if I really had to leave him
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness
But I had no choice
Just as I had nothing to support me
Life seemed so uncertain
Future seemed so blurred
Had to leave him there sleeping sound in his dreams
Said my last goodbye for completing what I had to do
Reaching for my clothes the long journey ahead of me
Had to make this decision how tough it may seem
Confusion lingered on till I had reached the door
Stepping outside everything suddenly vanished
Confidence came over me as I felt free
Nothing is so impossible as to cut short your real dream
Reality becomes dream when you crush it
What was once happening, becomes just history
Death is as treasured as life was like a jewel
You feel no fear of dieing as it your means to end
I step on higher so close to death
People running under me forcing life to be tough with them
Spread my arms and see in the sky
Birds fly so free they seem
One step closer to death as I walk forward
I feel the nervousness my hair flying behind me
I touch the ground and there is white light
I reached at last now I am free.
