Frustration holds me as aggression takes on me
I think I shall fade in this dark night
Take on something else I never wanted to be
Become a savage wanting to just kill
This cruel world I shall make it pay
All the wrongs done upon me
All the deeds done against me
With the blood of my enemies
Accusations in their conversations
Upon the troubled equation
Down with multiplication
With use of wronged emotions
I cross my hands still feel my nails bite in my skin
So much anger
So much rage
I just want to pick and throw
Any item I may think to take
Run this house wild
With broken glasses and frames
How my head aches
As my veins swell
I feel the blood heat up
The pressure on my brain
God forbid me if anybody gets killed
I shall have no mercy as pity I never had
Tonight it’s all over
The force has no control
What we call faith is lost in all the guilt
Crime comes with punishment
I see mine as a boon
How I want to suffer and feel doomed
Never is it really done
Never will it be
The criminal himself wants never to be in peace
It seems my pain is here
As pleasure is blown far away
Trying so hard to express
Loss of words making it tough
Grinding my teeth with each other
Filling my eyes with lots of blood
Running towards the end
End of my enemy
How to keep my anger?
How to hold it within?
Taking it on myself
I punch blows on the grill
Metal contacts my skin
As cold contact my warm blood
Hurt brings in peace
With raw action I feel strong.
Till now everything was useless
Till now everything had no aim
Now I know what I need
To sustain pain in depth.
