Ups And Downs

I want to share with you
all the shit I've been through

i want to come clean, and tell you the truth
but then again I'm scared of what i can lose

i know without you i will be stuck alone yet again
left all alone with a shattered heart to defend

but then again, i know you love me
and that you would not leave

but I'm worried that you would look at me differently

the wounds i hide, ain't shit compared to the life that Ive hid
the grave toward hell i dig,and dig

your smile, makes me forget it all
that wonderful smile

your laughter,brightens my day faster than any ray of sunshine
your laugh gets me higher than any glass of turpentine

i know you call me your superman,
your world i hold in my caring hand

but, in your warm caring embrace,
you hold my heart,like a shoelace

ratted tattered,and stepped on
crushed,busted and broken

yet when you say that you care,
when you say you love me...
its all gone..

the ups of life is you
the down.. is life after you..