Utterly Confused

There were lights,
flying through the air.
While sitting beside you,
its as if you didn't even care.

Now i feel for you,
so much...
that i don't know what to do.

I have nothing better to do than sit up all night and think about you.

When you and her are on the phone.
I'm nothing but anxious to know whats going on...

Can this feeling last for long?

I flirt and flaunt
but the way i feel does nothing but taunt.

You're full of disgrace..
the way you look at me in that heaping face.

I'm full of disgust..
to see you reachieve to GIRL as a must.

You can find someone better..
more like me.
or are you blind, conceived, intentionally?

I don't know how to feel..
what to do or say..
guide me through this everyday.

Help me learn how you feel,
I'll understand..

Can you care for me?
If so lend me your loving hand.