My Secret.

by -`Ally; ««   Jul 7, 2006


Slowly dying of the pain inside,
Because everyday I have to hide,
No one is here to listen to my problems and give me advice,
So I am forced to go to the knife.

Dark clouds have taken over,
The sun has been pushed away,
The sky has lost its colour,
My world has now turned Grey.

I want to speak up,
I really want to shout,
I get mad because I can't say,
But when I get a chance, I don't!

It's so much easier to smile,
Instead of explaining to them why I'm crying,
Desperately I want to cry for help,
But scared I'll get shut out.

I try to put my pain aside,
And be happy just for once,
But it's so hard to cope,
Knowing no one is here for me.

I dream of suicide,
Do you even notice I'm dead inside?
Behind these eyes I'm forced to smile,
I get no funeral and yet I've died.

Now you see perfectly, into my life
Oh won't you help me die,
Instead of trying to help,
Because it's too late now...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Kaitlyn

    Ally. another really great write. it was deep and emotional. and its even harder to write about feelings you dont have. that im assuming, because i know you and what we have both been through. i love it.

  • 18 years ago

    by ImNoTpErFEct

    This is a really good poem i like the flow of it ;)

  • 18 years ago

    by kia

    That was really good. I related to every single word. 5\5. Take care. Love you to comment on any of mine.

  • 18 years ago

    by Britta

    Hey! i love ur poem and the other one 2! ur rly good! so i just wanted to tell u that if u rly do feel this way and feel like theres no one there for you to talk to…i know what it feels like and I feel the same way sometimes…and its rly hard! Especially when u are the only one that knows! So i wanted to tell you that even though u don’t know me, I love talking and I love giving advice…and if u ever need someone to talk to that u might not rly know! Coz I can handle anything lol…so just so u know if u ever wanted to talk…im here! U can just email me or wateva! Hope your ok ! and good luck! Britt XoxoX

    btw my email is… britty_babe_22@hotmail.com sorry i wrote u like a story haha!!

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