Sweet emotions

Sweet emotions take hold of me complete satisfaction rules
I defy love as I defy pain difficult decisions to take
My glory my achievements passions that I had
Gave away my position taking the evil to fulfill myself
Saw so many die saw so many confused still
Captured by their new found passion so true and clean it seems
Last nothing forever I pray it does last till eternity
Can't see them fall face down to ground so dear their existence
Choosing is the game which I have always lost in life
Whatever may be my role to play I seldom do play it right
Accusations upon my existence which was better not to be had
False identity crises upon my soul crush me under the falling walls
Pointing to a new direction where nobody had ever turned back from
Striking a balance in this confusion between several paths unfolded

Left my past behind started a new life so they say is almost done
But it is the life left before death which happens to take control of me
Pulling me closer to destruction far from my self earned success
The building is falling down as I stand inside unable to move my feet
All the walls fall as I contact air seeing the sky in it the devil's face
Smiling with such passion as if it were my friend not my enemy
Replying with a smile false it may be taking a step closer each second
Breaking the union a light so bright to blind my naked eyes
Fate it has certainly a part to play in everyone's existence in this world
I believe it today as I believed forever as I laugh at my suppositions
I was not to be succeeded not to be in the height of life's pyramid
Stand now much higher in my disbelief of this real imagination
From the day I opened my eyes till the day I close them forever
Life will accompany my fears torturing me with my early feelings of self
Trouble it has just ended in my portray of someone I believe to be
Flying high above in the blue sky free from all my relations
How I chained myself in these sweet emotions
Now I free myself from these stupid emotions
Only with a beating heart and thinking brain
Nothing left to loose everything's a gain.