Suicide Good-bye

As my dull knife is switched with my razor
the blood flows down my leg

My left leg is too bloody
I had to move to my right

The day my best friend died
She committed suicide

24 hours had not passed
when my boyfriend called me up

he said "listen this isn't gonna work
we're over, that's it, no more"

That same day I had to move out
My parent's had divorced

My sister wouldn't take it,
she couldn't bear the pain.

She moved far, far away
Across the country, without a trace

No Good-bye, No I love you
Just gone, out of our lives

I wanted to die
I wanted my life to end

I thought "No one would care,
Everyone that would is already gone..."

So I brought the blade to my throat
The same blade with which i had started to cut

It was already red,
from the blood before.

This was it
My dream had come true.

My life was about to end
No more pain to go through.

I felt the cold blade touch my neck
and then The End

Arm to the floor
Blood Everywhere

Good-bye pain
Good-bye hardship
Good-bye life
Suicide Good-bye
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i do not plan on commiting suicide any time soon, but this was what i felt like doing at the time. i'm better now. please comment and vote to help my rwriting get better.